between a rock and a hard place

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So... as the picture indicates im... thoughtful to say the least. This blog is going to be personal so if you are looking for beauty tips come back later or check out my channel. I just uploaded a ton in the last two days.

The question on every girls mind after they have met a fantastic guy and been dating a substantial amount of time--- how do you know if he's the one? If you asked me at any other point in the last 4 almost 5 years I would have said "you just know. its an amazing feeling and i honestly think you just know." but today i would answer it a little different. How would i answer? "i don't know." <--- probably the scariest thing I have ever typed...or thought. Why? because of a simple fact I have been ignoring for the longest time that didn't seem like it mattered but with graduating and applying to grad school and thinking about the future I am finding that i really am having to choose between accepting and settling or sticking to what I believe. Now settling? NO GIRL SHOULD EVER DO THIS! but -- ill admit its so much easier said than done. So what to do? again. i don't know. and it scares me.

so im asking you--- have you ever had to choose between your heart...and well... your heart? better put. If you found you were fundamentally different from someone is that a reason to call it quits or do you simply "make it work." When you love someone it gets complicated. Let me know what you think I could really use some feedback.